A rage dump, some new info.

I am officially sick. No fun. But further to my woes, V decided it was fun to call me unreliable. The hell I am reliable! I just don't want to have shit to do with breakdancing or popping classes, whatever the fuck they are. Does it LOOK like I want to deal with people having seizures on the ground? If anything, have I not come across as a modest person? People doing this shit not only offends me, but makes me feel our generation as more degenerate. But that's inevitable. I hate this shit. Why can't we deal with traditional forms of dancing, which have prevailed for centuries? Not enough? My ass. If it was as if our world isn't degenerate enough. Our music is shitty, what with all this false proclamation for love...whatever. I don't give a shit if Taylor Swift sings well, whatever she sings is bullshit. Fuck that. I'll stay with my classical music. The best music ever. And songs that don't talk about love and shit every other word. At least the stuff I do listen to has meaning greater than the whole. And that's saying something.

Anyway, unreliability. Definition: noun, for how well an object, person, or likewise can be depended on to do certain tasks.
Example: The assault rifle is prone to overheating, thus its reliability in the field is in question.
Example: The person is almost constantly late, her boss is now questioning her reliability as an employee

Note: NOT: Jim was absent for class once, and therefore his buddy considered him reliable.

Remember children, that reliability is established over a course of many events. It takes more than one event to deem someone/something unreliable.

Now then, do the math: am I unreliable? I haven't failed to do stuff, and am quite punctual. Now if we're dealing with shit I don't want to do, why should I do it? I'm putting myself under stress to stand there and watch blasphemy. And I have had a headache. Must separate more codeine. Fun. I like addictions. And I'm sick. BULLSHIT.

Off this topic: I'm about to ask for Age Verification from ASC to get access to the classifieds, hopefully then I will be able to buy a full steel M4A1 with some batteries. If I'm lucky, maybe even an HK416 with batteries. If nothing really shows up, I'll be spending the money to buy the M4 RIS from Mach 1 Airsoft. Even better, my verifier Julian has offered to drive me to a game this/next Sunday, let's see if my mom will let me go.